It’s just been months of change and it can stop now. I know I’ve been too quiet but damn, every week I seem to be adjusting to something else.
First it was recouping from surgery. Some aspects of that weren’t going well and had me going into days of complete depression. Add in the fact I’ve never had major surgery so I’m not used to the muscles still hurting as I try to get my core strengthened again.
Then a couple of weeks ago the hubby hurt himself at work and went on L&I and then days. He’s much better but the damn doc won’t return calls so he can get cleared for shift. Now that I’m used to 24 hour shifts, this is a huge invasion of my personal space. I mean huge. Huge as in the first weekend he goes back on shift I will be sitting on the couch with movies, bottles of wine and take-out. The kids better find somewhere else to be. I don’t want to share the house that day lol
All of this should have gotten me posting more. But it just has me playing on fb and being unproductive. Well my house is decently clean as well and THERE is the real sign. If the house is clean then I’m hiding away from any and all work. I’ve actually gotten quite a few things done but I’m fucked off a lot more online than I should be. Hiding is the operative word.
This week I came out of hiding some. I changed my diet and started exercising. My mindset finally flipped and I’m set on losing weight. I’m the only one in the house on this mission and I’m still doing well with it. My weight last weekend had skied back up again. I’ve lost 5 pounds this week already. But even more than that, I’ve ran twice.
I will write more this weekend about what I’m doing for my weight loss. It’s nothing revolutionary. Calories in, calories out.
That means wine is out. I’m sorry wine. I miss you terribly. But you gotta go for a bit. You make me make bad food choices. Then there is the fact that you have calories. Wine you should really consider doing something about that. Keep your flavor but drop the calories. Oh what heaven that would be.
So while I’m in morning for the loss of my BFF wine, I know I will be able to find him once again soon.
I’ll probably be muddling along for a little while longer until I get my head straight and he goes back on shift. Hopefully I’ll get back in the habit of blogging during this. I’m back to annoying everyone around me because I’m not blogging 😉 Ain’t no one want that!